February 2012
13 posts
my biological clock is freaking out. not a good...
I’m only 23 why the heck to I feel like my biological clock is going off???
Lately, every time I see a family with little kids or babies my heart gets all big and I yearn for one. A family, a man and a baby, or 20 babies…. (kidding….sort of)
I don’t know why I feel as though I am running out of time to have those things, because I am not running out of time.
I must wait...
i wanna wear a red ball gown.
just because.
grace. y u no make sense?
I love my church. I don’t know if I’m allowed to call it MY church…I’ve only been going there for like a month…but either way, I love Summit Church. Yesterday morning, the pastor began a series on the Holy Spirit, and even though I have learned a lot about the Holy Spirit, I am really excited to see where it goes.
Anyway…
The pastor was talking about how the...
another morning at panera
and another morning wishing i didn’t have to leave to go to work…
I wish I could sit here in this booth all day and watch people, talk to them, see how their day is going, ask them if life is just as confusing for them as it is for me…I bet it is.
Last night I got to Skype with one of my favorite people, Katie, she’s awesome and doesn’t make me feel like I’m...
sometimes i like to listen to dubstep and sing...
thats cool right?
“I brake for birds, I rock a lot of polka dots, I have touched glitter in the...”
– Jess (The New Girl)
today is an ugly day.
But it has been the most beautiful day I have experienced in a long time.
On gloomy days such as these I find myself really unmotivated to do anything, and today kind of started that way. However when I got to church, I felt Jesus, and I thought to myself, “Well, I’m glad that I didn’t put on much makeup today, because I have a feeling that there may be tears this...
“Sometimes I like to glue spare change to my face. Then, when a homeless person...”
– Zach Galifianakis
January 2012
17 posts
on a scale of 1-7...
do you think i could pull off an undercut?
today was one of those days
that you wore a really cute outfit on a day that proved to be insignificant.
bummer.
dark scary heart rooms
I started this post trying to be all poetic. Who am I kidding? I’m not a poet…
But I am a kinda strange girl who was hit with how amazing the God she serves is…
For real. He is so strong and I am so not. I slap Him in the face and He’s like, “not cool. but I still love you. like for real.” then I’m like “oh. my bad. sorry, yeah that wasn’t...
....
Thanks to rachel anderson, I have found the best potential job EVER.
I’m terrified to apply.
adventures in hebrews eleven
Reality check.
I know that I have been in a sort of funk lately, I doubt that you knew that, well maybe you did, I feel like all I do is whine on here…
But anyways…
Yesterday I went to church the first time in like a month, and it felt so good. I realized how much I really desire a community, I think for a little bit there I had succumbed to just taking my lot that I will forever be...
“Lord, stamp eternity on my eyeballs.”
– Johnathan Edwards
its been a while
I’m not sure if this post will be anything worth reading but I will write and see where it takes me.
I’ve never been one to make new year’s resolutions. I’m not quite sure why. Maybe I’m too much of a realist to think that because I tell myself that I am gonna spend less time on Facebook, or go to the gym everyday, or never eat junk food, that I will actually follow...
December 2011
14 posts
rent or coldplay tickets?
decisions decisions.
crap.
being an adult realllllly sucks sometimes….
the little things
today i am content :)
yesterday I spent the whole day with my roommate in our pjs on the couch and watched arrested development.
watching holiday inn
pb+j sandwiches
mylo xyloto
el camino
wine glasses of milk (because all of our regular glasses were dirty, haha)
doctor who
bananagrams
plane tickets
short road trips/vacations :)
these are a few of my favorite things :)
How to Identify Toxic Friends →
paleseptemberr:
Do you have a pal who reminds you more of a possessive boyfriend than a friend? Maybe Snow White’s stepmother or a huge butthead of a boss? I’ve had more than enough experience with these energy-suckers over the last twenty-odd years and if any of those examples are making your heart pump, there is a good chance you are dealing with the BP oil spill of your social life.
Take...
sometimes you gotta just choose to be happy
there are so many blessings in my life, so I’m gonna stop focusing so much on what I don’t have and what I miss and start trusting God.
:)
so the biltmore estate is like the coolest place...
just in case you were wondering…
“Why do people say “grow some balls”? Balls are weak and sensitive....”
– Betty White
ramblin' part two
So where does the Lord come into all of this?
I have no idea…
God’s will feels like a catch-22. Like, I am so glad that its not this small dot on a page and if you miss the dot then you’re screwed, but it is like a big circle, get somewhere in there and you’re good. Seek the Lord and go with what you feel… It’s a blessing because there is so much freedom in...
ramblin' part one
As much as I know that it is completely normal for me to be 23 and not know what I want to do with my life, it still feels like I am this little girl in the midst of all these grown ups. It seems like everyone has their act together, they all have a direction and a plan.
How could I be the only one without a plan?
That can’t be right…can it?
I think everyone is lying…or...
November 2011
11 posts
In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.
- Mr. Darcy
This is why women have ridiculous expectations…
But I do wish I had a Mr. Darcy in my life…
everyone in this flipping state is already...
I know that on thanksgiving I should be in a more thankful mood, and I am extremely thankful for the blessings that the Lord has given me. I can’t even describe how grateful I am of the things/people I have in my life.
I guess I should be thankful that I am single, that I don’t have to worry about having to pour myself out more to some needy boy after a long day of pouring myself out...
“The music is so euphoric, as a way of battling the words. It’s like an...”
– Florence Welch
entomophobia
Rachel: “we need tongs” Me: “why so you can pick up spiders??” Rachel: “yeah!” Me: “No. Rachel: “Or we need Josh who will take care of the bugs I trap under cups then tape to the wall. Kerrie is getting annoyed at all of the cups that a re taped to the wal…It’s VERY warm in here, i need some air….I’m scared of the back porch,...
