my name is kerrie

I’m only 23 why the heck to I feel like my biological clock is going off???

Lately, every time I see a family with little kids or babies my heart gets all big and I yearn for one. A family, a man and a baby, or 20 babies…. (kidding….sort of)

I don’t know why I feel as though I am running out of time to have those things, because I am not running out of time.

I must wait on the Lord I guess. BUT IT TAKES SO MUCH TIME. 

However there’s this other part of me that is absolutely horrified at my desire for a large family. I can hardly take care of myself let alone take care of a small person who is completely dependent on me for everything. WHAT IF I BREAK IT??????

that would be the worst ever…

I’m pretty sure the only reason I get proper vitamins is because I eat soup and salad all the time from panera, bot because I actually think about nutrition and my need for vitamins…how am I supposed to remember to make sure the little guy (or girl) gets their fill of those little Flintsones??

A baby can’t have those. SEE??? 

this is a dark spiral into insanity….im not even married or even in a relationship let alone with child….

But what if I’m alone forever?

That would be sad.

What are your guys’ thoughts on that deal they do in Friends? If you and your best friend of the opposite sex aren’t married by the time you are both 30 then you will marry each other.

Not biblical? Dangit.